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Showing posts with label just me. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

My Tech Story - [PART 1 of 3]


Ahh sweet memories. Looks like it's roughly 2.5 years since I learned of the iHub, the nostalgia of that experience partly drove me to write this post. [Planed to title this post "My iHub story" scrapped that.]

It was my first Semester in college, still a fresher... more like the first month of college to be exact.
Like everything that I know about tech in Kenya and around the globe I most likely found out about it on twitter, so it is best to start there.

Prelude [My twitter story]


The story on how I ended up being a tweep is still as interesting as any other. I would have left it out for later but it plays a large part in everything else that the puzzle would not be complete without it.


During my short wait [5 months!!! wtf??] for my KCSE results I picked up several not so socialiable habbits, some may call them that but I call them self development traits. One of them was the ability to facebook in my sleep. I should probably say I was mearly stalking somebody on facebook. Let you'r imagination flurish as I let you guess the gender of my stalkee. [it's a girl off-course]. This nasty little habbit made me go through countless posts as I waited for dawn to brake and my stalkee would promptly, as most idle teenager do, post “Good morning ppl” on their wall before setting of for Lord knows what people do shortly after their final exams... Maybe college? Not really, most people opted to do this funny courses like ICDL immediately after finishing high school, I didn't. I took Computer Studies in high school and I thought I'd gorge my eyes out if anyone ever asked me - “What is a computer?” [2mks] - ever. *gags* Plus I tend to think that I killed it in that subject. And that case was closed sooner than I landed in high school. My proficiency is not to be doubted. [Geek aleart!!]

As I was saying. I took this time to go through the internet properly. Though I felt that facebook was a bubble, no referece to the company... Facebook felt like a filter bubble. Every morning I grew weary of my friends changing their profiles to read stuff like. "Went to college at IAT". I mean WTF. It's hardly a month since this nikas sat for their KNEC exams and they're already up for more mind bashing, well good for them. I found it perfectly fine to lie in bed and spy on them, on facebook. 
#np Vega Choir - Creep

[There is a reason I'm not doing this on my computer... I didn't want to touch a computer again after
some mental scars I got from my high school expreinse. I might find the courage to talk about one day.]

My freedom from the toxic facebook filter bubble started when one of my more insightful friends posted about twitter on his wall. We were CS students back in high school and I really looked up to this guy for knowing what's hot in tech and what's not... so I hoped on the twitter band wagon. I already had an account so I simply followed my very influencial friend and that was it.... not quite.

For a moment twitter never occurred to me as anything more than an extension of fb. I saw no use of it after my first day on the site, then everything changed when I learned how to use it.

I had “LIKED” a very socialy active TV repoter named Larry Madowo. The guy covered this new phenom that people call tech and he even introduced me to new lingo like “Tech junkie” which I quickly stole and used to update my twitter bio. I wouldn't put tech junkie on my facebook profile, I know my friends to be... ummm... moving on.

As Larry's feed came coming in I noticed something, he posted a link to his twitter profile. The guy had become less active on facebook and this broght me to wonder whether it had anything to do with this new phenom called twitter... Yes I could notice such changes in update trends across my whole facebook profile. Did I mention I was stalking someone? Well that someone turned out to be everyone! I was hungry for information and I just didn't feel like my 260 friends at the time were satisfing this thirst.

On twitter I was shocked at how active people were, I mean my facebook newsfeed looked like a monthly periodical compared to the speed at which my twitter stream was moving. I can attest this to following my highschool friend MartinNgoro. [The guy did 50+ tweets per day. wth!]

Soon I discovered the internet. It was not anywhere like I experienced it on facebook. People on twitter were different. They shared information about anything, not just about their lives. Links could be seen in every other tweet. Humour even. I found this too awesome to pass up.

Soon I was tweeting... a lot.

I found out that I really loved to tweet at night. The timeline was slow and the excitement brought about by the large number of tweeps I had followed had died down. Twitter was and is a very stimulating place to be and I love it. Soon my hidden love for writing sprung and I ended up gaining followers and following even more people... But what twitter really gave me was the realisation that there were Kenyan content producers active on the platform.

Through twitter I stumbled across a tweep. Unlike everybody who joins twitter nowadays, I knew this tweep was a girl form the get go. @savvykenya... everything changed form then on. Right when I discovered her blog I couldn't believe how entranced I was with her writing. Tales from university [jkuat] her work experiences, which I later found out was an internships. Her proficiency in posting was outstanding. I kept wondering “Wow, it's one person that wrote all this...”

I was amazed. I had read every one of my friends notes on facebook, including those cheesy lil Wayne lyrics my buddy Martin Ngoro used to post (thank god facebook deleted them lol). But nothing could even come close to what I was seening here. I fell in love with blogs right then.

With a blog addiction brewing, I had to find more of this stuff. Soon enough I was head over heels on Wamathai's blog, Cdooh's blog, @WhiteAfrican's blog, Chiira's blog... OMG I was reading every Kenyan blog! I read through a large number of posts that were written by African writters. This was too good to be true. I kept telling myself. Luckily I had time to burn, phone credit too. Looking at the large collection of YU scratch cards I had amased I quickly knew that this kind of habbit is only seen by junkies and junkies alone.

After going through the entire archieve of THE DIARY OF A KENYAN CAMPUS GIRL which btw I think I read so much while haburing a more than slight wish of being admited to that university. Come to think of it. Savvy seemed to lead the life that I scilently wanted. Computer Science undergrad. Seemed social. I knew she was a geek and she liked Harry Potter and listening to rock(!!!) I have two words for this. ROLE MODEL.

That's when I stared defining why I was on twitter. I wanted to learn form the obviously more experienced more informed and elite flock that I had found myself in the midist of. To do this I picked three people who would be my focus group. This were the criteria on how I picked the three.


  • All must be or have gone through University. [I had plans of not going to college... yeah you read it.]
  • All must be active on twitter. [How else would I get info?]
  • All must have active blogs. [Obvious, I like bloggers]
  • All must have something incommon with me. [Harry Potter anyone?]
  • All must follow me on twitter. [mutual follows]

I already had this people in mind. To make this more interesting I made an oath. If the three of them unfollowed me on twitter, I would deactivate my accout. Totally re-evaluate my life. This three would form that time be my rolemodels aka focus group. Something like GPS triangulation system. Three setlites to know where you are and hopefully where you're headed. Weird, huh? Simply: It makes sense to learn from other people's mistakes and/or successes. Still weird... okaaay.

[Just so you know one of them unfollowed me already. Two more strikes and my online social life would take a hit.]

Needless to say one of them is @savvykenya. The other two shall remain unnamed... It's like Voldemort talking about his Horcruxes :-P. [I have 7 btw lol]

Phew. Now what does all this have to do with the my tech career or even the iHub???

That will come in later. Part 2. Maybe

Monday, October 4, 2010

Performance Anxiety ¿

EUREKA I've got it now I know how to define it after so long, let me say it... its called performance anxiety, yap another one of my self diagnostics on my character.
To be totally honest I'm not an attention seeker probably the polar opposite. I hate attention... wait don’t get me wrong there's a fame whore in all of us if we look hard enough or maybe it might just rear it's ugly head when you least expect it but not me nope definitely not me.
I ware black because I’m able to just be invisible blend and hopefully disappear a trait that my bro says will cause me to miss a couple of beers at the pub when rounds are being dished out and the excuse: hey we didn’t see you there.. (Not that I drink, just a funny example from my bro).
So when I wake up and find that 300 people are following me on twitter or my blog stats hike by just a bit or even a person I deeply admire reading or even following my blog I get a slight shudder and suddenly freeze probably happens to the best of us but I’ll probably get used to it for now those give me some shockers.
If you want to know you have the same issues here are some symptoms that exhibit X (me) has shown…

• Disable your Facebook wall – this says don’t talk to me or just “I like mpango wa inbox” depends.
• Get the feeling that some one is following you on twitter – this is called paranoia and can lead to shock every time you see the follower count go up.
• Wear all black all the time like a Goth (In Africa??) – this says I don’t want to be seen, I’m about to rob a bank or I’m an Ester fan and I belong to the finger of god cult church also depends.
• You feel like you’ve won an Oscar when someone tweets your blog.
• Miss three free throws just because many some chicks are cheering for you – unrelated but this is possible
• Blog and update your MySpace page like people actually go there
• Be cold and distant to the only girl who actually likes and gives a dam about calling.
• Have stage fright.
• Quit going to social gatherings because you may end up feeling inadequate.
• Call yourself an emo.

But strangely I'm a good public speaker, well at least I like to think that. How the two relate I don't quite know yet.
PS Don't take the first two google definitions of the title to be what I ment ;)